I’m getting really annoyed about my sleeping habits.
Going to bed before 3am would be so AWESOME and welcomed….but..umm….no. If I get to sleep before 1:30am I’m so grateful the next morning. My entire body cries “thank you” for every extra 30 min I can sneak in.
It’s quite depressing.
So much to do…and only one of me. My mind just won’t stop even when my body has.
Like right now…my mind….
I’m a little peeved. Earlier today I got a bit off my rocker over something seemingly “simple” but the definition of simple is extremely broad and varies person to person. So simple becomes complex in the hands of…well…idk.
I think I’m more bothered at the fact that I can’t figure out how I feel. I keep wondering what the difference is between someone being oblivious and them just not giving a fuck is…? I mean, is it the same thing? Does, lack of, experience in life mean I should cut them some slack…even if it means dealing with little instances that are so blatantly inconsiderate.
Sometimes it’s so much easier to wipe your hands clean.
But…what’s life…without a little grit.
It’s what keeps things…oh who am I kidding. I just want to be surrounded by people who give a shit about the little things and think every blue moon about…dammit.
Ugh, ok….all of the above was written like 2 hrs ago. I don’t feel like continuing on with any of it…so…
This will do.
I was annoyed.
Now I’m sleepy(still annoyed).
End of story.
Forgive any grammar crapola…I’m too lazy to go over it all.
This came on my itunes earlier…felt slightly relevant…enjoy.
INCUBUS – Clean
“I need a map of your head
Translated into English
So I can learn not to make you frown”