make believe

I’m curious…

If you all saw behind my mask if you’d still like what you “see”?

I woke up angry.

I woke up sad.

I woke up angry and sad, then became even angrier for being sad.

Lame.

Emotions, fuck you.

There’s so much I want to say right now.

So much.

Instead I did some work when I couldn’t sleep. And now I’m laying here typing this on my iPhone because I must move my fingers or I’ll go insane.

Something bad will happen if I don’t let out this frustration on somethinggggggggg.

This is why I write.

To calm down.

But I’m holding shit inside, so tension in my head is building up.

I want to break things.

I’ve got to stop. This isn’t helping. I’m fine, I’m fine.

::smiling::

Just peachy.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s