Monthly Archives: November 2010

buy this ♥ barely there

So Christmas is coming and this is what I want.

Gangster Bra & Suspender Brief

Get it!

Lucille Bra & Brief

Get it!

pale shadows

Realizing you are neither independent from(others) nor special to(someone), within minutes of uncomfortable silence, can be quite shattering…

heartbreaking in fact.

Though in matters of the heart, that which is not invested cannot get broken. Or can it?

“You lie.”

My head is taunting…

And umm the guy sitting besides me is being nosy and reading…


Thank you.



No, no…..him.

“But you know you do lie, right?”

No, I just omit. There is a very big difference.

The subway is slower than usual….steady and calm as if it understands my mood. I am gray.

Between states of being. Neither here nor there. With…


“Who is “…” anyways?”

None of your damn business.

I’m underground now. There goes being able to post this while in route. I’ve written five stream of consciousness rambles within the last week and posted none of them. I wonder will this one see the light of day.

I’m omitting and deleting in record numbers this time around.

Now you wanna rumble subway….ok…just when I need to concentrate. Just when I’m gonna get to the core of my brain’s disturbance.


I’m already passed annoyed and I’m not even angry. Can you be annoyed at an inanimate object? But the subway moves…so it’s alive in a way.

Sort of.

I’m alive.


I died the other night. But lucky for me I’m immortal so it barely counted. But I felt the weightlessness of it…


She pulled at my essence asking me to float up and away from my body.

“you’ll be protected here.” she whispered. But armor or not I wanted to be right where I was.

non d e s i d e r a t o or not.


“You are lying, you wanted to cry.”

I didn’t.

“You did!”

Please stop.

The subway is ripping through now, it’s so loud…but my head…

Do you hear that? Aaahhh god!

Inside my head. It’s SO FUCKING loud.

“You’re crazy.”

I’m crazy.

I’m t a l k i n g to myself.

::stares at iPhone screen::

What is the point of this nonesense ramble anyways?

“You know you’re not going to post it.”

My head taunts me!

“Balls bitch, grow some!”

If I suddenly (wo)man up and grow a pair I’m gonna shove them in your insensitive mouth. Now leave me alone and let me write!



And that there friends is how you shut your head up.

Funny, I now have nothing left to say.

My stop is coming up. I’ll (attempt to) post this later.

Or maybe not.

androgyny lollipop ♥ darya kurovska

Darya Kurovska – Model ♥ alexandra

Alexandra the lovely. Such a joy to photograph.

See more in the “People-Places-Things II” section on

sound and magic ♥ lip service episode 6 (season finale)

Lip Service Episode 6 (Season Finale) **Spoilers in the screen shots!**

So the final episode is here. And wow was it a doozy. I’m really sad it’s over. Cross your fingers they get picked up for many seasons to come!!

Watch at the link below if you don’t have BBC…

Link #1

For a recap of episode six go here.

buy this ♥ a little lace

Lipsy Loves Pixie Lott Lace Dress

get it!

Wear it with these yum French Connection Seaton Clog ankle booties!

Get em!

sound and magic ♥ the blacker the berry

Shadeism from Shadeism on Vimeo.

This short TV documentary is an introduction to the issue of shadeism, the discrimination that exists between the lighter-skinned and darker-skinned members of the same community. This documentary short looks specifically at how it affects young womyn within the African, Caribbean, and South Asian diasporas. Through the eyes and words of 5 young womyn and 1 little girl – all females of colour – the film takes us into the thoughts and experiences of each. Overall, ‘Shadeism’ explores where shadeism comes from, how it directly affects us as womyn of colour, and ultimately, begins to explore how we can move forward through dialogue and discussion.